| A pressed rose, given to me by Mary before I left. |
It has been several years since I have seen the smiling
faces and green fields of Spielburg, the village that I grew up in. Though it
is only a two day journey from Lancaster, this final part of my return seems like
it will take an eternity. I have no regrets about leaving to pursue my
education, however, for I feel that the brightness of future is to be well
worth the time I have spent and the money that mother was able to convince
father to put forth for this endeavor. That was of course the challenge,
convincing father that my choice to study religion would only increase our
family’s honour. He, of course, was almost immovable in the idea that I should
follow my older brother William’s path and become a man educated solely in the
law, though my brother has yet to do anything with that education other than
hold it over my head. It was father’s belief that no son of his should ever be
bound up in the chains of the clergy as it was not fitting for men of our
stature, something that I learned from my fellow students was a commonly shared
thought amongst the older gentry in England. In the end, however, my mother and
I prevailed in our argument that the study of religion was not limited to
becoming a priest or otherwise dedicated to the church. In the end, my father
consented to send me to Oxford to study religion, under the constraint that I
dedicate at least some of my time to law as well. I have to say that this,
despite my initial reservations, has been enlightening to say the least. While
I have thoroughly enjoyed my religious studies, I have become quite fond of
applying what I have learned in my law studies to matters of religion. It would
seem that my goals for myself and my father’s goals for me were not so
incompatible after all. So now I am returning to the ancient streets of
Spielburg to rest and determine what I shall do with the rest of my life. I
would have to say that my greatest regret about leaving was not being within
the presence of my childhood friend, Mary. Though we knew that our different
social status would have made anything more than friendship a challenge, her family
running the local inn in our village, we spent so much time together as youths
that it would be incorrect to say that our feelings did not extend beyond the
realm of friendship. We had exchanged several letters and other tokens since I left, but due to
the distance between us, these were too few and far between for my liking. So
now, as I am about to board the carriage that will traverse that last few miles
to the village of my birth, while I find myself thinking of my home and my
family, the sound of her laugh and the glow of her cheeks remain at the
forefront of my mind.
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